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Sabtu, 12 Februari 2011

All we know is falling



Who knows how long I've loved you,
You know I love you still.
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to I will.

YOU.
why do you like that?
why  don’t you believe me?
why do you trust more?
what because she's your friend?
oh I don't believe it all ...
maybe if all this doesn't happen ..
yes .. I will

 
It hurt my heart
but, what should I do?
you go without any reason
What I'm proven guilty?
you continue to judge me
there is no more hope ..

you are the only exception


When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love if doesn't exist


  
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing.

i know it all just ignorance 


If I'm a bad person,
You don't like me.
I guess I'll go,
Make my own way.
It's a circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know
We're not the same
We're not the same
Oh, we're not the same
Yeah, the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change
Is good

It's good
It's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out.

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
 

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself
Upset? certainly
my words, my feelings, you just ignore.
ya never mind. This all has happened
and what do you get?
 
That's what you get when you let your heart win


No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide

You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win

That's what you get when you let your heart win
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.

'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win

Pain make your way to me, to me.

And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?

Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
 

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,

And that's what you get when you let your heart win. 
this time to forget you
indeed, it is not easy, but this should
I have to? I do not know
sorry? yes
feelings sorry do exist.


feeling sorry 



We still live in the same town, well don't we?
But I don't see you around anymore.
I go to all the same places
Not even a trace of you.
Your days are numbered at 24.

And I'm getting bored waiting 'round for you.
We're not getting any younger.
And I won't look back 'cause there's no use.
Its time to move forward.

I feel no sympathy.
You live inside a cave
You barely get by, the rest of us are trying
There's no need to apologize
I've got no time for feeling sorry.

Well I try not to think of what might happen.
When your reality it finally cuts through.
Well as for me I got out and I'm on the road.
The worst part is that this, this could be you.

You know it too.
You can't run from your shame.
You're not getting any younger.
And time keeps passing by
but you wave it away.
Its time to roll over.

I feel no sympathy.
You live inside a cave.
You barely get by, the rest of us are trying.
There's no need to apologize
I've got no time for feeling sorry.

All the best lies
they are told with fingers tied.
So cross them tight.
Won't you promise me tonight.
If its the last thing you do
you'll get out.

I feel no sympathy.
You live inside a cave.
You barely get by, the rest of us are trying.
There's no need to apologize
I've got no time, I've got no time.

I feel no sympathy.
You live inside a cave.
You barely get by, the rest of us are trying.
There's no need to apologize
I've got no time.
I've got no time for feeling sorry. 




although I regret it all
I have to look ahead
no longer you, or others
I'm sad, obviously
This all will be memories for us
This is not the end, this is just the beginning

thing are looking up


Things are looking up
Oh, finally
I thought I'd never see the day
When you'd smile at me

We always pull through
Oh, when we try
I'm always wrong
But you're never right
Oh, you're never right

Honestly, can you believe
We cross the world while it's asleep?
I'll never trade it in
'Cause I've always wanted this and
It's not a dream anymore, no
It's not a dream anymore
It's worth fighting for

Could've given up so easily
I was a few cheap shots away
From the end of me

Taking for granted
Most everything
That I would've died for
Just yesterday
Just yesterday



Honestly, can you believe
We cross the world while it's asleep?
I'll never trade it in
'Cause I've always wanted this and
It's not a dream anymore, no
It's not a dream anymore
It's worth fighting for

God knows the world doesn't need another band
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
But what a waste it would've been
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
I can't believe we almost hung it up
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
We're just getting started
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh, oh



Honestly, can you believe
We cross the world while it's asleep?
I'll never trade it in
'Cause I've always wanted this and
It's not a dream anymore, no
It's not a dream anymore, no, oh
It's not a dream anymore, no, oh
It's not a dream anymore
It's worth fighting for

I can't believe we almost hung it up
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
We're just getting started
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
I can't believe we almost hung it up
Whoa, oh, oh
Whoa, oh, oh
We're just getting started
Yeah, we're just getting started 


Note : I did not copy someone else's, I swear this all my life experiences. I do not want you to imitate all of this. -ChintyAwilliams

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Selasa, 08 Februari 2011


Happy birthday FADE2BLACK08februari2011



Fade2black terbentuk 08 February 2000
sebagai suatu perjalanan panjang yang diwakili oleh :

•  arie… (Santoz)                                    
•  tito…(Titz)                                            
•  rezza…(Lezz)                              
•  detto … (lil’ D’)                                     
•  anan  (locco)
•  botak … (moorello

Kenapa Fade2BlacK...?
Pertanyaan tersebut yang selalu dipertanyakan dan sampai saat ini masih tetap dengan jawaban dan  alasan yang sama…, “Karena kita SUKA dengan Nama tersebut” tanpa ada embel-embel ataupun meniru sesuatu yang telah eksis sebelumnya, Fade2Black adalah jalan untuk kami dapat mengekspresikan kreatifitas kami dalam jalur musik Hip hop.
Fade2Black adalah sebagian kecil dari komunitas musik  di kota Bogor yang memiliki pandangan kedepan tentang perubahan dan menginginkan sesuatu yang bersifat baru untuk memacu kreatifitas generasi muda yang memiliki potensi, khususnya di lingkup pergaulan Black Music yang notabane-nya memilki banyak bakat dan minat yang belum sepenuhnya di gali di kota Bogor ini.

 Fade2Black sedikit demi sedikit membangun kerajaan Hip hop di kota Bogor dengan sosialisasi berupa pesan moral melalui lirik lagu yang bertemakan segala sesuatu yang berkaitan dengan perkembangan Bogor Hip hop itu sendiri dan juga suatu cara yang kami sebut dengan socialization down to earth , yang artinya merangkul semua komunitas-komunitas Hip hop yang berskala kecil yang banyak tersebar di seluruh kota Bogor untuk menjadikan suatu komunitas Hip hop yang lebih besar dan lebih kuat untuk bisa maju dan membuktikan eksistensi komunitas ini kepada masyarakat luas.
Komunitas Hip hop yang banyak tersebar disini antara lain dengan kembalinya “Demam” Break-Dancing yang merupakan bagian dari elemen Hip hop dan biasa kita sebut dengan attacking B-Boys culture.

 Proses sosalisasi ini tidak hanya berhenti sampai disitu saja, karena Fade2Black mencoba mengepakkan sayap Hip hop -nya dengan berpartisipasi ke setiap event yang di gelar baik didalam maupun diluar kota dengan misi yang tak lain adalah untuk mengibarkan eksistensi komunitas Hip hop Bogor kepada masyarakat luas, dan bahwa Hip hop Bogor bisa di sejajarkan dan diperhitungkan dengan Komunitas Hip hop di kota-kota besar lainnya, khususnya Jakarta ,Bandung, Surabaya,  Jogja, Solo Dan  Semarang.